Aug 29 2008
Last Thoughts for the Day. . . .
Today, I have been thanking a lot, a think more than usual, at least lately. Sometime I feel sad, sometimes more hopeful, at times I wonder if things are going to work out. I try not to doubt myself. I believe so many of my fears come from ignorance in life. Lawyers seem very assertive people and doctors as well. I attribute it to the much knowledge they have in what they do. I guess they lived their own personal fears, and might still. Who knows, it is a very individual thing.
Carefully, I try to analyze why I’m scared or of what. And it seems almost impossible to pin point to it. Sometimes I like to think that I am not scared, just stressed. Maybe fears become stress. That’s it. What do you think? That might be the answer. I know that when I go for a walk to walk my dog that after I feel a lot better. Physical strength sure gives us a lot of mental strength. I am just plain scared of mean, stupid, irrational people. The kind of people who would jump off a bridge and thank he is the winner for killing himself. Or the kind of people that use a child as a suicide bomber. Sometimes I wonder. How can one even sleep at night in such a world? Thank positive tend to be the answer. I will look forward to the good of tomorrow. Good night to you dear reader.